Saphal Diaries

Sometimes, I feel that I am not smart enough. But appreciations of people prove it wrong. I feel so happy when my hard work, dedications towards work & my talent are valued. These admirations of people work as a catalyst to be further more better person. At last, I promise myself that I’ll die achieving my all the dreams. For that, I can give up everything, for me, giving up sleeping is very simple. 

Today, I found a mobile while I was coming to the park for exercises after finishing my driving class. I decided to keep that mobile with me because if someone found that mobile he or she might not give that mobile. After for a while, the owner called me & received his call & told him to come to take his mobile giving my google location. He came with his friend, took his mobile thanking me & gave 50 Euro rewards which I denied to take but he insisted on giving that money. He was so happy having his mobile praising my honesty & I was also so happy seeing his happiness. I told them it’s all about humanity not about rewards. We exchanged our introductions, cell numbers & became friends on Instgram. I came to know that they are from Denmark & I know that Danish people are so honest because I stayed there for almost one & half year to pursue my education. In one sentence, today is something else for me for sure. 

In my life, 27 September 2014 14 February 2015 & 15 February 2023 are never forgetting DAYS. Now, I am gonna make 8 March 2023 as my another unforgettable DAY in my life.  What really matters in my life is my growth. If I become the same as I was before, I don’t consider that’s me. In nutshell, I wanna be the better version of myself every single day anyway & that’s my goal.  Thank you Apa, Ama, my family & all for your blessings, love & support. 

किरात ईतिहास र सभ्यताको बारेमा लेखिएका पुस्तकहरु:   

म अहिलेको लागि एउटा LOOSER हुँ म आफ्नै रहरले बिदेशीएको छु किनभने, WINNERS ले देशमै केहि गर्छन् र एउटा प्रतिष्ठित मान्छे बन्छन्।  म पहिले असाध्यै राम्रो बिध्यार्थी दोस्रो हुन मेरो ब्रह्मले कहिल्यै मानेन त्यसैले, म मेसीको फ्यान भएपनि रोनाल्डोको Winning Attitude र Dedications को ठुलो प्रशंसक हुँ।  हिजो सबैले पढेरनै यस्ले केहि गर्छ भन्थे आज म मेरो देशमा रात पर्दा दिन हुने पराई मुलुकमा एउटा शुशी रेष्टुरेण्टको सेफ बनेको छु मसँग पर्सनल टाईम पनि थोरै हुन्छ यधपी, पढ्ने चाहानालाई बुकहरु पढेर पूरा गर्छु। मलाई मृत्युले धेरैचोटि नजिकबाट साउती मारेको छ परिस्थितिले पनि मृत्युलाई रोज भनेर  नजिक आएर पटक पटक कानेखुशी गरेको छ तर मैले त्यो बेलामा मेरो आपा आमालाई सम्झे उहाँहरुले ममाथि देख्नुभएको सपनाहरुलाई नियाले अनि मैले उहाँहरुको आत्माको शान्तिको लागि भएपनि केहि गर्नैपर्छ भनेर आफैले आफैलाई मनलाई सम्झाए। सफलताको बाटोहरु फरक फरक हुँदो रहेछ अरुले घोडा चढ्यो भनेर, आफू घरको धुरी चढ्न नमिल्ने म आफ्नो संकल्पबाट कतिपनि विचलित भएको छैन मलाई थाहा छ मेरो सम्भाबनाहरु मैले कहिल्यै धैर्यता गुमाएको छैन रा...

मेरो कोकु कोपा भन्दा दुई बर्ष अगाडि खस्नुभयो। कोकु खस्नुभएपछि सायद कोपालाई साह्रै कोकुको न्यास्रो लाग्थ्यो क्यारे। त्यसैले कोपा भित्तामा आर्ट गरेर राखेको फोटो हेरेर रुनुहुन्थ्यो रे। सँगै जीउँने क्रममा सँधै राम्रो त कहाँ हुन्छ र, कोपा कडा स्वाभाबको हुनुहुन्थ्यो, कोपाबाट पनि कैयौं गल्तिहरु भए होलान्, तर माया भने कोकुप्रति चोखो गर्नुभएछ। दुनियाँले बहु बिबाह गरे, तर मेरो कोपाले कोकुसँगै जीवन बिताउँनुभयो। सायद, त्यस्तो सोच्नुपनि भएन होला। त्यहि बेलामा पढ्न र लेख्न राम्रो जान्नु भएको र उहाँको ठुलो नाम पनि थियो। त्यसैले भन्छन्, चोखो माया कहिल्यै मर्दैन। सँधै अजर र अमर रहन्छ। लाग्छ, उहाँहरुको जोडी स्वर्गमा पनि जमिनै रहेको होला। यो तस्बिरले पनि मेरो कोपा र कोकुको याद दिलायो।

  My wife was sleeping next to me and suddenly I got a Facebook notification a woman asked me to add her. So I added her . I accepted the friend request and sent a message asking "Do we know each other?" She replied, "I heard you got married, but I still love you." 😧 She was a friend from way back. She was looking very beautiful in the pic. I closed the chat and looked at my wife, she was sleeping soundly after her tiring day at work. Looking at her, I was thinking about how she feels so secure that she can sleep so comfortably in a brand new home with me. She's away from her parents' house, where she spent 24 years surrounded by her family. When she was upset or sad, her mother was there so she could cry on her lap. Her sister or brother would tell her jokes and make her laugh. Her dad would come home and bring her everything she liked and still, she trusted me so much. All these thoughts just crossed my mind so I grabbed the phone and pressed “BLOCK”. I t...