Saphal Diaries

 The phoenix must burn to emerge. त्यस्तै एउटा उदाहरण हुन्, सन्तोष कुमार राई।। उहाँ सोलुखुम्बुको हुनुहुन्छ। उहाँको सानैदेखि लाहुरे बन्ने सपना राख्नुभएको रहेछ। त्यसको लागि उनले सिंगापुर पुलिस र ईण्डियन आर्मी दुवैमा ट्राई गर्नु भएछ। यधपी, उहाँ त्यसमा सफल हुन सक्नु भएन रहेछ। त्यसपछि, उनी आफ्नो भविष्य खोज्ने क्रममा कोरियन भाषा पढेर परिक्षा पनि दिनु भएछ। त्यसमा पनि असफल हुनु भएछ। यसरी असफलताहरुको शृंखला सामना गर्दै जाने क्रममा अमेरिकाको डिभी लट्री भर्नु भएछ। त्यसमा भने उहाँ सफल हुनु भएछ।  डिभी लट्री परेसँगै उहाँ अमेरिका उड्नु भएछ। तर सानोमा देखेको सपनालाई त कहाँ छोड्न सकिन्छ र, हैन। आफ्नो सपोर्टिभ जिवनसंगिनी सविता चाम्लिङ्गको मोटिभेसनसँगै, उहाँले युएस आर्मीमा ट्राई गर्नु भएछ। त्यसमा पनि उहाँ सफल हुनु भएछ। आज उहाँ युएस आर्मी भएर, आफ्नो सपना जिईरहनु भएको छ। त्यसैले, प्रयास गर्नेको कहिल्यै हार हुँदैन है साथिहरु। वस प्रयास चाहिँ गरिरहनु पर्यो। यो कुरा युएस आर्मी सन्तोष कुमार  राईवाट पनि प्रमाणित हुन्छ। Don’t let your failures define you, let them teach you.

What Is The Army?  Army is a group of organized military force trained for war, especially on land.

  Why would you like to be the legionnaire?  It’s a very prestigious & adventurous job.  I am really into sports & physical fitness & it’s a sporty kind of job.  Once I get in the French foreign legionnaire, I don’t have to think about my future.  If I become the legionnaire, I can travel different parts of the world during training & deployments. I can work with different nationalities from all around the world.

  Tell me About Yourself? Well, I am Saphal Chamling. I am running 30 now. I am from Nepal. If I have to describe me in a sentence, I'd say l am a very hardworking & honest person.

What's your strength &  weakness? I consider myself as a very hardworking, determined, dedicated & honest person. I would say these qualities of mine are my strength. On the other hand, I occasionally feel difficulty saying ‘NO’ to people being an honest person which I consider my weakness. 

 Quartier Vienot, 2 Route départementale, B.P. 11 354, 13 784 AUBAGNE, France 22 April 2025 Dear sir, My name is Ashish Ghimire. When I was in the French Foreign Legion camp, my name was changed to Gogal Bishal. I entered into the French Foreign Legion Paris camp on 6th April. On 10th April, we were taken including me from Paris to AUBAGNE. On 17th April, my decision has been made & I wasn’t selected.  I am very keen on being the French Legionnaire & I tried for it very hard as well. I thought I performed well as well while I was in the legionnaire camp. Even if I gave my bones & flesh, I could not be the French legionnaire. I lost my mind for couple of days & I came up with the idea of requesting for second chance. So, I am wholeheartedly requesting for the second chance. I’ll improve everything & reshaping myself I’ll come to be the legionnaire again. That’s my promise. Please, do consider to pursue my dream to be the French foreign legionnaire.  Tha...

 

  Bhunti,  I got the messages from some unanimous accounts & they were messaging like they want us together again. So, I thought like you were that person & I had better reach you out personally.  Anyways, it’s my meaningless try though I gave a try because I still love you a lot. Now I understand, maybe that was not you. Somebody is only playing with my emotions. That’s the reason I wanna make sure.  As I am your well wisher, I want you be happy forever. Live your life to the fullest & don’t afraid of anything. I am gonna delete this account today because I can’t see your pictures because I became emotional all of a sudden if I see your picture.  Never mind Bhunti, I don’t wanna force you to be back in my life. If you are happy, that’s all for me. As I already told you, I try to reach you out to make sure if you really wanna be back or someone is playing with me after getting those messages & my intention is just this.  Life isn’t the same ...

 Hi Bhunti,    When we were getting married, I used to listen to this song a lot. So, I feature this song with this poem which is written for you today. But I am not listening to this song anymore because this song reminds me of you everything.  I have been searching for the reliable medium to reach you but I couldn’t find any like that medium. So, I just create this account & trying to reach you. I really hope you don’t mind it. Most importantly, I am doing this, for the sake of our love.  It’s been almost 5 years since we aren’t together but I miss you all the time. For example, when I go to market, if I see the beautiful clothes, I always think of you. When I go to visit somewhere, I always feel your absence. When I eat something, I always think of you. I always think like if you were with me, how much I would be happy. I mean to say that much I miss you. For me, if there’s the definition of love, it’s only you Bhunti because I love you a lot.  I rea...

  मलाई जिवनमा कुनै सगरमाथा चढ्नु छैन वस, तिमीलाईनै फेरि जित्नु छ थाहा छ, त्यो बाटो त्यति सजिलो छैन तर यहि जुनीमा फेरि तिमीलाई आफ्नो वनाउँनु छ।।  मान्छे हो, मान्छेवाटनै गल्तिहरु हुन्छन् तिमीलाई सात खुन माफ गरिदिए मैले तिमी प्रतिको निश्चल प्रेमको लागि मेरा सवै अहंकारहरुलाई आत्मसमर्पण गरिदिए।  तिमी थियौ, म धेरै खुशी थिए अहिले तिम्रो यादहरुमा वाचिरहेको छु जिवन न हो, अगाडि त बढ्नै पर्छ  तर तिम्रो अभाव भने सँधै महसुस गरिरहन्छु।  तिमीसँग मैले देखेको धेरै सपनाहरु छन् तिमी फर्क, सँगै मिलेर ती सपनाहरु पूरा गर्नुपर्छ साच्चिकै अझै केहि विग्रिएको छैन  हाम्रो प्रेमलाई यहि जुनीमा सफल वनाउँनुपर्छ।  ✍️Saphal Chamling  📍Copenhagen  🗓️04/06/2025