Saphal Diaries

मेरो कोकु कोपा भन्दा दुई बर्ष अगाडि खस्नुभयो। कोकु खस्नुभएपछि सायद कोपालाई साह्रै कोकुको न्यास्रो लाग्थ्यो क्यारे। त्यसैले कोपा भित्तामा आर्ट गरेर राखेको फोटो हेरेर रुनुहुन्थ्यो रे। सँगै जीउँने क्रममा सँधै राम्रो त कहाँ हुन्छ र, कोपा कडा स्वाभाबको हुनुहुन्थ्यो, कोपाबाट पनि कैयौं गल्तिहरु भए होलान्, तर माया भने कोकुप्रति चोखो गर्नुभएछ। दुनियाँले बहु बिबाह गरे, तर मेरो कोपाले कोकुसँगै जीवन बिताउँनुभयो। सायद, त्यस्तो सोच्नुपनि भएन होला। त्यहि बेलामा पढ्न र लेख्न राम्रो जान्नु भएको र उहाँको ठुलो नाम पनि थियो। त्यसैले भन्छन्, चोखो माया कहिल्यै मर्दैन। सँधै अजर र अमर रहन्छ। लाग्छ, उहाँहरुको जोडी स्वर्गमा पनि जमिनै रहेको होला। यो तस्बिरले पनि मेरो कोपा र कोकुको याद दिलायो।

  My wife was sleeping next to me and suddenly I got a Facebook notification a woman asked me to add her. So I added her . I accepted the friend request and sent a message asking "Do we know each other?" She replied, "I heard you got married, but I still love you." 😧 She was a friend from way back. She was looking very beautiful in the pic. I closed the chat and looked at my wife, she was sleeping soundly after her tiring day at work. Looking at her, I was thinking about how she feels so secure that she can sleep so comfortably in a brand new home with me. She's away from her parents' house, where she spent 24 years surrounded by her family. When she was upset or sad, her mother was there so she could cry on her lap. Her sister or brother would tell her jokes and make her laugh. Her dad would come home and bring her everything she liked and still, she trusted me so much. All these thoughts just crossed my mind so I grabbed the phone and pressed “BLOCK”. I t